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Hands off struggle By fishy9890 on 17th August 2021 12:25:15 AM

A hands-off struggle - TheToughestHickory
Yuliana moaned rocking her hips, laying on the bed. Her 41 weeks of pregnancy has been the most surreal experience, feeling her belly slowly swell. At first it just felt like a bump but as the weeks rolled by she couldn't ignore the sensation that she was filling up with a life, shifting and growing inside of her. Her hips widened, her breasts filled out and her stomach kept growing until a thin dark line ran from her navel to her public bone.
With all that growth came the fear that her body was going to struggle with her upcoming labor. For the last few weeks the baby had dropped to sit heavily deep in her hips and she was discreetly aware of just how huge she felt, gravid and overstuffed.
But regardless of those fears, it had finally come time for her to put an end to her discomfort and bring this life into the world. For the last 9 hours she had been laboring around the house. It was exhausting work, sisyphean in nature. She had taken to laboring nude, bouncing on a ball in front of a mirror while circling her hips, letting contractions wash over her. Constant waves of intensity rocking at her tightly banded abdominals, causing her to groan and sweat and clench to her belly until they would finally break, offering a brief respite.
After many hours of the toilsome task, she was finally resting in transition. Swaying her hips and her legs on the bed, her gravid form was on full display. Yuliana realized that all told, she had gotten off pretty light for a first time labor. Despite that she was acutely aware of what was to happen next. The thought filled her with panic, so she tried to drift her mind to other things.
She looked over at the camera her midwife was setting up at the foot of the bed, ready to film her trials. She reached down feeling her vagina, it felt sensitive in anticipation as she ran her hand down it, her opening wet from a low flow of amniotic fluids.
She liked feeling conscious and mindful, being aware of what was going on so she could fully take in this moment. She knew that sensitivity that tingled as she ran her hand down her opening meant that she was going to feel everything as she birthed her baby out into the world, and this filled her with a sort of nervous excitement. She felt in touch with something deeply primal and feminine. She had hired a midwife that was willing to be hands off and let her experience birth her own way, someone mainly just there for safety should something go wrong.
"Mmmnuhh" she grunted as she felt another contraction grip her stomach, but this time it was accompanied by another sensation, a bulging deep in her canal which prompted a longing to bear down. Despite her fear she decided not to fight it and surrendered to it pushing down. She felt the top of her canal start to yield to the crown of the head, it felt foreign being pushed open from the inside out but she winced and bore down again.
"MMhnh!" she moaned out and lifted her hips as she felt the baby push into her, stretching her canal out wider. It was such an intense sensation, but she sunk her hips back down and pushed again raising her eyebrows and biting her lip as she felt the baby try to descend further only to find resistance from her tight vaginal muscles.
It already hurt a deep aching pain and she hadn't even managed to get the head into her canal. She was trying to keep her wits about her, trying to remain in control, but there was something primal welling up within her, threatening to seize that control. The urge to push was coming on strong, deep from within her, getting worse each time she bore down.
She wanted so badly to take it slowly and carefully, but she felt driven by it, that overwhelming urge pushing down in such a way that used every muscle down below, completely different from her hesitant pushes. She grunted loud and animalistically as she surrendered to that heave."MNUNNHNGGHH!!" "That's it, give into it" the midwife encouraged. Yuliana's eyes shot open as that massive push forced the baby down so much harder and faster than she had been up to this point rapidly forcing open her canal in a thick searing pain. "OHuwgod! auuughhhii!"
The sensation compounded with the fact that the baby moving deeper and deeper just further increased her urge to bear down. She was starting to feel swept up in it, like her paddle slipped away and she was being pulled into the rapids. Another contraction struck as her whole body tensed into another push forcing the baby up against the futile resistance of her vagina. "Auuuww!!" she wailed out as she felt her passage spread again from the inside trying to accommodate the massive intrusion.
“OUHHNGHH!” she clutched at the sheets as another push took her, clawing into the bed, “Mmh!Mhn!Aighh!” she shook in quick, shallow breaths, trying to gather herself against the intense sensations coming from between her legs. She could actually feel the baby descending, the weight and pressure, she could feel her canal opening up to the head. It made her feel like she had to poop even more but she knew it was just the baby pushing into her. Still while she was trying to gather her perspective about how spiritual of an experience this was, that sensation didn’t feel dignified.
"Oh god I can't stop pushinNNGgHH!" she moaned out gutturally as another urge took her. "Auuhhh ouuuchhh!! ohhh god that REALLY hurts" she whined as she felt the massive weight of her child distending down into her canal that had never had to accommodate anything of that size. She was starting to doubt her motivations, why did she ever want to feel all of this? Was the baby even going to fit? She didn't have much time to indulge her worries though before another push came along "MmmhhnNNNHHNN... Ahgch!" she winced scrunching her face and angrily slamming the bed as she felt the baby painfully slam into her vagina forcibly again.
"Ahh god god oh no, I need, something. I need to move" she cried out looking to exert some control over a situation she felt she was increasingly losing grasp of.
She shifted onto all fours in a lumbering movement, feeling the baby press back up into her, and then sunk her hips low, giving into the urge yet again in a deep heave, “Hnnnnuooaugggg!” she frowned and rocked her hips as she felt her baby sink deeper again, it kept feeling exponentially larger and she wasn’t sure how much she was going to be able to open. “MNNNUUUGGGGGOOWW” she grabbed a pillow as the weight was now forcing her into really hard pushes, pressing the baby down more forcibly and prying herself open. Another urge blended into the last as she went for it again despite the pain “MMMUAAHHUHH” she wailed in regret as her canal bulged even wider and she could feel the head nearing her entrance, but also now felt the constant presence of the massive baby sitting deep in her canal stretching her out.
She grew silent on her next push "nnno NNNNNN" followed into a second in quick succession. "NNhHNNNGGHi!" her midwife watched attentively as she could see her whole pubic area bulging out now, her ass starting to press out from the weight of the baby. She could just see a tiny portion of the head poking through. Given all that pressure Yuliana couldn't catch a break as another push struck her right away. "HHNNNN........oooowwwwhhHHHHH!" she broke her silence in a high wail collapsing into a sob. "Ooowwhh! It hurts, it really hurts. HHhHNIII! auuhhh!"
She was staggered at the sheer girth of the baby she had forced into her canal and how painful it was sitting there. Another push took her and forced the baby deep against her rectum. The weight and pressure was overwhelming and she was so afraid of trying to wrap her opening around that presence. "No I can't, there's no way, it won't fit" she complained, closing her legs and flipping onto her back. She lay there looking at the ceiling just trying to avoid the urge to push. She knew it was inevitable, that she had no choice, she had to birth her baby. Maybe that was her problem, she was trying to retain control, she wanted everything to go easily and smoothly. Maybe the real power behind the experience came from surrender, a surrender to the process and an ability to get through this, regardless of the form it took.
She steeled her resolve on that thought, taking a few deep breaths. This time when the next contraction came along she pulled her legs back and leaned into it with a guttural moan. "NNNUuUAuuuhhG" the combined force pushed her baby back deep into her canal, with another painful push bringing the head to sit at her opening. "OoooWWHHHHNNN" she pushed hard in continuation as she felt her opening distend, labia starting to yield to the head. She grabbed her legs and tried to push again just wanting to get through it. "NNNNOOOooww FUCK ow OW" she cried a little releasing the push "oh my god I don't like this part!" she whined kicking her legs.
She really felt the exhaustion setting in but another contraction came along a minute later. "NnnHHHNN!!" she bit her lip as the heavy push bulged her opening into a deep teardrop, head really pressing into her bulging her ass outwards. Still she felt like she was making progress and opening wider on each push, however painful. She was astounded at how her body was opening for the baby, maybe it could fit. Her optimism towards her growing progress was cut short on the next push however, when instead of just opening wider as she was expecting, her labia pulled against the head in a tight band. "Yiiihh!" she wailed, looking in the mirror at the outline of the head pressing against her, she still had a long way to go. "Oh nonono fuck if I'm this tight already I'm going to rip"
The contractions didn't stop coming. Red searing fire lit up behind her eyes as she leaned into a push again with a longing surrender. “MMunnhhiiigh!” her canal forced the baby forward, pressing down and rotating it upwards, forcing the head once again against her labia, pushing it thinner and bulging her out wider. "NNYUAHHHH!" she cried out as her opening strained. "It burns! It really stings!"
The midwife just sat back and watched as she struggled. "Good girl, keep going, you'll manage" she meagerly encouraged. Yuliana grabbed the headboard of her bed and pushed down forcibly again. "NNNHH...... AUUUHHHH" her opening pulled tighter yet into a red band. It seemed impossible, there's no way she could open wider. "I can't... I can't... it won't fit ,I'm going to tear" she sobbed a little with heavy breath. "No you won't, you'll get through it" the midwife encouraged halfheartedly. She wasn't too convinced of her own words, given how tight Yuliana was looking, but she had promised to be hands off.
Yuliana gave another agonizing heave, writing a little as she did, clawing with one hand into her thigh and the other grabbing her breast forcibly causing some milk to run down her fingers. It seemed each push brought such minute progress as she fought for every inch. She carried on this way for 20 minutes of deep moans, collapsed sobs and pitched wails as her vagina refused to give. She was on the verge of surrender, but looked in the mirror and could see herself now nearly around the full circumference of the head. It seemed surreal and grotesque how wide she was spread, she looked at herself sweaty and tear stained as more tears dripped down her cheek in commiseration for her next coming push.
"NNNYYAAAAAAHHH!" She yelled out with everything she had, pushing as hard as she could, her labia ablaze, she was mentally ready to tear. Astoundingly though her opening ever so slowly yielded, pulling back even wider yet to let the head pass through. She lay back, gathering herself with a rush of relief. A moment later though she was shifting uncomfortably as her baby rotated in her canal. "AuHH I feel it turning! Ah fuck ow!" she pulled back her legs, and threw back her head, pushing heavily to try end this unbearable pressure she was now feeling. "NNNUUUUuuuuuAUUUGHH!"
She reached down, and with an incredible effort she managed to bring forth the shoulders and with it slid out the rest of the body in a massive gush, as she caught her baby bringing it to her chest. The pain seemed to fade away as she looked on in awe of her child, and in some ways in awe of herself. She had persevered through the most intense experience she had ever gone through and now had this beautiful reward making it all worthwhile, she couldn't help but cry tears of a deep profound joy.

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A hands-off struggle - TheToughestHickory

Yuliana moaned rocking her hips, laying on the bed. Her 41 weeks of pregnancy has been the most surreal experience, feeling her belly slowly swell. At first it just felt like a bump but as the weeks rolled by she couldn't ignore the sensation that she was filling up with a life, shifting and growing inside of her. Her hips widened, her breasts filled out and her stomach kept growing until a thin dark line ran from her navel to her public bone.

With all that growth came the fear that her body was going to struggle with her upcoming labor. For the last few weeks the baby had dropped to sit heavily deep in her hips and she was discreetly aware of just how huge she felt, gravid and overstuffed.

But regardless of those fears, it had finally come time for her to put an end to her discomfort and bring this life into the world. For the last 9 hours she had been laboring around the house. It was exhausting work, sisyphean in nature. She had taken to laboring nude, bouncing on a ball in front of a mirror while circling her hips, letting contractions wash over her. Constant waves of intensity rocking at her tightly banded abdominals, causing her to groan and sweat and clench to her belly until they would finally break, offering a brief respite.

After many hours of the toilsome task, she was finally resting in transition. Swaying her hips and her legs on the bed, her gravid form was on full display. Yuliana realized that all told, she had gotten off pretty light for a first time labor. Despite that she was acutely aware of what was to happen next. The thought filled her with panic, so she tried to drift her mind to other things.

She looked over at the camera her midwife was setting up at the foot of the bed, ready to film her trials. She reached down feeling her vagina, it felt sensitive in anticipation as she ran her hand down it, her opening wet from a low flow of amniotic fluids.

She liked feeling conscious and mindful, being aware of what was going on so she could fully take in this moment. She knew that sensitivity that tingled as she ran her hand down her opening meant that she was going to feel everything as she birthed her baby out into the world, and this filled her with a sort of nervous excitement. She felt in touch with something deeply primal and feminine. She had hired a midwife that was willing to be hands off and let her experience birth her own way, someone mainly just there for safety should something go wrong.

"Mmmnuhh" she grunted as she felt another contraction grip her stomach, but this time it was accompanied by another sensation, a bulging deep in her canal which prompted a longing to bear down. Despite her fear she decided not to fight it and surrendered to it pushing down. She felt the top of her canal start to yield to the crown of the head, it felt foreign being pushed open from the inside out but she winced and bore down again.

"MMhnh!" she moaned out and lifted her hips as she felt the baby push into her, stretching her canal out wider. It was such an intense sensation, but she sunk her hips back down and pushed again raising her eyebrows and biting her lip as she felt the baby try to descend further only to find resistance from her tight vaginal muscles.

It already hurt a deep aching pain and she hadn't even managed to get the head into her canal. She was trying to keep her wits about her, trying to remain in control, but there was something primal welling up within her, threatening to seize that control. The urge to push was coming on strong, deep from within her, getting worse each time she bore down.

She wanted so badly to take it slowly and carefully, but she felt driven by it, that overwhelming urge pushing down in such a way that used every muscle down below, completely different from her hesitant pushes. She grunted loud and animalistically as she surrendered to that heave."MNUNNHNGGHH!!" "That's it, give into it" the midwife encouraged. Yuliana's eyes shot open as that massive push forced the baby down so much harder and faster than she had been up to this point rapidly forcing open her canal in a thick searing pain. "OHuwgod! auuughhhii!"

The sensation compounded with the fact that the baby moving deeper and deeper just further increased her urge to bear down. She was starting to feel swept up in it, like her paddle slipped away and she was being pulled into the rapids. Another contraction struck as her whole body tensed into another push forcing the baby up against the futile resistance of her vagina. "Auuuww!!" she wailed out as she felt her passage spread again from the inside trying to accommodate the massive intrusion.

“OUHHNGHH!” she clutched at the sheets as another push took her, clawing into the bed, “Mmh!Mhn!Aighh!” she shook in quick, shallow breaths, trying to gather herself against the intense sensations coming from between her legs. She could actually feel the baby descending, the weight and pressure, she could feel her canal opening up to the head. It made her feel like she had to poop even more but she knew it was just the baby pushing into her. Still while she was trying to gather her perspective about how spiritual of an experience this was, that sensation didn’t feel dignified.

"Oh god I can't stop pushinNNGgHH!" she moaned out gutturally as another urge took her. "Auuhhh ouuuchhh!! ohhh god that REALLY hurts" she whined as she felt the massive weight of her child distending down into her canal that had never had to accommodate anything of that size. She was starting to doubt her motivations, why did she ever want to feel all of this? Was the baby even going to fit? She didn't have much time to indulge her worries though before another push came along "MmmhhnNNNHHNN... Ahgch!" she winced scrunching her face and angrily slamming the bed as she felt the baby painfully slam into her vagina forcibly again.
"Ahh god god oh no, I need, something. I need to move" she cried out looking to exert some control over a situation she felt she was increasingly losing grasp of.

She shifted onto all fours in a lumbering movement, feeling the baby press back up into her, and then sunk her hips low, giving into the urge yet again in a deep heave, “Hnnnnuooaugggg!” she frowned and rocked her hips as she felt her baby sink deeper again, it kept feeling exponentially larger and she wasn’t sure how much she was going to be able to open. “MNNNUUUGGGGGOOWW” she grabbed a pillow as the weight was now forcing her into really hard pushes, pressing the baby down more forcibly and prying herself open. Another urge blended into the last as she went for it again despite the pain “MMMUAAHHUHH” she wailed in regret as her canal bulged even wider and she could feel the head nearing her entrance, but also now felt the constant presence of the massive baby sitting deep in her canal stretching her out.

She grew silent on her next push "nnno NNNNNN" followed into a second in quick succession. "NNhHNNNGGHi!" her midwife watched attentively as she could see her whole pubic area bulging out now, her ass starting to press out from the weight of the baby. She could just see a tiny portion of the head poking through. Given all that pressure Yuliana couldn't catch a break as another push struck her right away. "HHNNNN........oooowwwwhhHHHHH!" she broke her silence in a high wail collapsing into a sob. "Ooowwhh! It hurts, it really hurts. HHhHNIII! auuhhh!"

She was staggered at the sheer girth of the baby she had forced into her canal and how painful it was sitting there. Another push took her and forced the baby deep against her rectum. The weight and pressure was overwhelming and she was so afraid of trying to wrap her opening around that presence. "No I can't, there's no way, it won't fit" she complained, closing her legs and flipping onto her back. She lay there looking at the ceiling just trying to avoid the urge to push. She knew it was inevitable, that she had no choice, she had to birth her baby. Maybe that was her problem, she was trying to retain control, she wanted everything to go easily and smoothly. Maybe the real power behind the experience came from surrender, a surrender to the process and an ability to get through this, regardless of the form it took.

She steeled her resolve on that thought, taking a few deep breaths. This time when the next contraction came along she pulled her legs back and leaned into it with a guttural moan. "NNNUuUAuuuhhG" the combined force pushed her baby back deep into her canal, with another painful push bringing the head to sit at her opening. "OoooWWHHHHNNN" she pushed hard in continuation as she felt her opening distend, labia starting to yield to the head. She grabbed her legs and tried to push again just wanting to get through it. "NNNNOOOooww FUCK ow OW" she cried a little releasing the push "oh my god I don't like this part!" she whined kicking her legs.

She really felt the exhaustion setting in but another contraction came along a minute later. "NnnHHHNN!!" she bit her lip as the heavy push bulged her opening into a deep teardrop, head really pressing into her bulging her ass outwards. Still she felt like she was making progress and opening wider on each push, however painful. She was astounded at how her body was opening for the baby, maybe it could fit. Her optimism towards her growing progress was cut short on the next push however, when instead of just opening wider as she was expecting, her labia pulled against the head in a tight band. "Yiiihh!" she wailed, looking in the mirror at the outline of the head pressing against her, she still had a long way to go. "Oh nonono fuck if I'm this tight already I'm going to rip"

The contractions didn't stop coming. Red searing fire lit up behind her eyes as she leaned into a push again with a longing surrender. “MMunnhhiiigh!” her canal forced the baby forward, pressing down and rotating it upwards, forcing the head once again against her labia, pushing it thinner and bulging her out wider. "NNYUAHHHH!" she cried out as her opening strained. "It burns! It really stings!"

The midwife just sat back and watched as she struggled. "Good girl, keep going, you'll manage" she meagerly encouraged. Yuliana grabbed the headboard of her bed and pushed down forcibly again. "NNNHH...... AUUUHHHH" her opening pulled tighter yet into a red band. It seemed impossible, there's no way she could open wider. "I can't... I can't... it won't fit ,I'm going to tear" she sobbed a little with heavy breath. "No you won't, you'll get through it" the midwife encouraged halfheartedly. She wasn't too convinced of her own words, given how tight Yuliana was looking, but she had promised to be hands off.

Yuliana gave another agonizing heave, writing a little as she did, clawing with one hand into her thigh and the other grabbing her breast forcibly causing some milk to run down her fingers. It seemed each push brought such minute progress as she fought for every inch. She carried on this way for 20 minutes of deep moans, collapsed sobs and pitched wails as her vagina refused to give. She was on the verge of surrender, but looked in the mirror and could see herself now nearly around the full circumference of the head. It seemed surreal and grotesque how wide she was spread, she looked at herself sweaty and tear stained as more tears dripped down her cheek in commiseration for her next coming push.

"NNNYYAAAAAAHHH!" She yelled out with everything she had, pushing as hard as she could, her labia ablaze, she was mentally ready to tear. Astoundingly though her opening ever so slowly yielded, pulling back even wider yet to let the head pass through. She lay back, gathering herself with a rush of relief. A moment later though she was shifting uncomfortably as her baby rotated in her canal. "AuHH I feel it turning! Ah fuck ow!" she pulled back her legs, and threw back her head, pushing heavily to try end this unbearable pressure she was now feeling. "NNNUUUUuuuuuAUUUGHH!"

She reached down, and with an incredible effort she managed to bring forth the shoulders and with it slid out the rest of the body in a massive gush, as she caught her baby bringing it to her chest. The pain seemed to fade away as she looked on in awe of her child, and in some ways in awe of herself. She had persevered through the most intense experience she had ever gone through and now had this beautiful reward making it all worthwhile, she couldn't help but cry tears of a deep profound joy.